By Emily Sheetz*
“It’s a big, big house with lots and lots of rooms.
A big, big table with lots and lots of food.
A big, big yard where we can play football.
A big, big house. It’s my Father’s house.”
Lyrics from Big House by Audio Adrenaline
This song is one of my favorites from camp, but more about camp later. For me it is a favorite because it talks about home, and how people come together, and will come together, in our Father’s house. This summer I added one room, returned to another, and shut the lights off in another.
Nearly three and a half months ago I drove into downtown Steubenville not knowing what to expect as I was beginning an internship in an environment a world apart from what I have known my whole life. Southeast Ohio is filled with hills and views I do not get in Northeast Ohio and economic challenges far different from suburban Cleveland.
Despite my hesitation, I pulled into the parking lot of Urban Mission ministries (Ohio Valley District) ready to take on this journey experiencing the mission and non-profit sphere of the Church. Every day brought a new, eye-opening experience. Each person I met, worked and interacted with made it my best summer yet. From the very first day, I was welcomed into the community with open arms. Serving alongside fellow Christians who continue to see the possibilities of spreading the love in a city was encouraging. It pushed, and pushes, me to live a life with a mission to be a person of possibility, to listen with compassion, and to serve with love.
Four years ago, I spent many Sunday mornings listening to Rev. Dave Scavuzzo plug into his sermons information about a ministry for children in the foster care system. It peaked my interest because I grew up in a home with a roof over my head every night, food on the table or in the fridge, and a loving family who supports me in everything I do.
Royal Family Kids Camp (RFKC) reaches out to kids who grew up far differently. It serves 32 children in the Cuyahoga County foster care system that folks from Strongsville United Methodist (North Coast District) bring to camp. RFKC spreads the concept of a safe home and safe people to others. At the end of the week, there is a talent show where individual campers or groups of campers can show off their talents to all of camp.
Three years ago, one camper blew us all away. Throughout the week, we had sung Gold by Britt Nicole and this particular camper wanted to sing it for the talent show. His family, or small group, encouraged him to go for it. Once Thursday evening came around, however, there was some stage fright, so his counselors ended up covering him up with a blanket while he sang on the stage. When the song was over, he came out from under the blanket, welcomed to a standing ovation and so much love. Now coming back this year and seeing the shy young boy I met three years ago with a huge smile on his face every day, laughing every day, and overall being outgoing was an amazing welcome back to the RFKC room in our Father’s house.
I have been attending East Ohio Camps for nearly 15 years and this year I shut the lights off in my camper room. Seven years ago, I pulled into a familiar place for a not so familiar space. I went into the gates of Lakeside Chautauqua for a new camp experience, to me, for a week of Lakeside Institute. Lakeside Institute is a high school- and college age-camp and quickly became a non-negotiable week of my summer, but this summer was my last year as a camper. This camp is where I learned to love myself for who God created me to be, where I found Christ, and where I can look around and say this is what Heaven is going to be like. As I turned the light off in this room this year, I looked around our closing circle and saw each person as someone God placed in my life over the course of the past seven years for a reason. I saw each person as someone I cannot wait to share the big, big house, table, and yard with when we are called to our Father’s house.
Home can mean so many things to all of us. To me it is a place or space filled with people who walk alongside me while I continue to discern where God is calling and leading me in ministry and how He wants me to help others experience home. As of right now, each room of my Father’s house I have experienced has helped me discern I am called to pastoral ministry in some capacity. In the coming years, and for the rest of my life, I will be adding more and more rooms that I come in and out of, and adding more and more people to invite “to come and go with me to my Father’s house.”
*Emily Sheetz is a junior at Indiana Wesleyan University studying Community Development and Honors Humanities pursuing ordination in The United Methodist Church.